Thoughts and Wishes on Family

Last year I did less posts about myself and made more general ones. Since this is my own blog and I'm willing to share my personal life too I'll talk a bit more about my thoughts and how I see things from my point of view. 

Family is where fights go on for most of the time with me. I know that we don't really mean it but sometimes we express our opinion in a bit harsh way still we all agree on one thing at the end. It's necessary no matter how small things are, you can't ignore feelings, kids, opinions, gifts, going-out, little chit-chats and all the other stuff that should go in between. Even fights are essential like what really matters that you all are on one result at the end. 

 
For many years now I thought if you don't get the supposed love and care you shouldn't pay attention to it cause it's not important. Days pass by and prove me wrong. The reason for me to do this is not to feel so miserable like I keep on blaming my bad luck for having such family instead I told myself it's not that much of an important so if you don't get it no big deal. I wanted to ease on myself but I didn't look for one to fill up that gab in me. 

No matter how small and silly things look or a kid's talk and wishes sound they are all important and that's how love grows. Sisters are okay, since we are girls we can go with each other but boys have always been a trouble for me. I know I'm 23 already now and my brother will finish high school soon but we're not apart yet so I can still try with him. 

Though they say the one who lost it can't give it, I'll try my best to give my family what I didn't receive from the in the first place. It's the hard times that shows how your family care about you. Mine did show some and I'm happy for that, even it's broken it's still good and that all that matters. 

If I get to build my family I'll give my all to them and make the best one there will ever be.